I put my fist in my mouth, so you can’t hear my words
\nI put the gun to my head, so you can’t feel my hurt.
\nI try to run away now, from this pain that I feel
\nI’ve got to get away now, this life is surreal.<\/p>\n
I close my eyes, pretend I don’t see
\nI try to ignore this, that you’ve done to me
\nBlankly blinded by hypocrisy
\nI fear this time, it’s too late for me.<\/p>\n
If I lay down and die, will you forget me?
\nWill you be mad, if I go willingly?
\nFor this pain that I feel has grown too strong
\nIf I were fine, would I have written this song?<\/p>\n
Blatant truth, I refuse to see
\nMy family gone, another page in history
\nI can’t hide from the truth I’ve become
\nThis life I’ve led, is nothing but numb<\/p>\n
Every day, the world passes by
\nI wonder why can’t I just die?
\nThese words I speak, straight from the heart
\nThis pain I’ve felt, right from the start<\/p>\n
My soul is bleeding, I can’t feel a thing
\nI’d rather just end all my suffering
\nWhy is this hatred so harsh on me?
\nWhy won’t this life just let me be?<\/p>\n
I beg of you, take me away
\nI’m feeling less of myself, each new day.
\nCould you tell me, where this path leads?
\nWill you fulfill, all of my needs?<\/p>\n
Sometimes I just feel like I should quit
\nEven though I don’t think I’ve really had it
\nThese words will fade away
\nMore through more, each day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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