I fake my life, to pelase others
\ndo what they want me to
\nMaybe someday, I’ll grow a spine
\nMaybe someway, she’ll be mine
\nI try to hide the pain
\nUnder this mask I wear
\nI try to hide the pain
\nUnder my strenuous fear<\/p>\n
For the last forever
\nI’ve lived as though I’ve died
\nLiving under their power
\nHour after hour
\nWhere’s the solution?
\nI change for my resolution
\nFor the last forever
\nI’ve lived as though I’ve died<\/p>\n
Bottled up inside
\nLike a volcano, ready to erupt
\nMy life isn’t even mine
\nMy life is so corrupt
\nLiving this life
\nI’ll either live or I’ll die
\nI bid you farewell
\nOh, what the hell?
\nWhat’s going on in this day?<\/p>\n
I live as though I’ll die
\nKiss my life goodbye
\nI won’t be coming back
\nMy life was ont he wrong track
\nI gotta live for myself
\nGotta live for who I wanna be
\nWatching life pass me by
\nI wish she would be mine<\/p>\n
She is off with my friend
\nSays she’ll stay with him, until the end
\nShe says that she wants me
\nShe’s so blind, she can’t see
\nI’ve been waiting here
\nFor the last forever<\/p>\n
Only she can hear my cry
\nMy tears will last forever
\nI’ll cry on this life
\nFor it is not my own
\nBottled up inside
\nBetter off if I could die
\nOnly she can hear me cry.<\/p>\n
I live as though I’m dead
\ner name passes through my head
\nI can’t go on like this
\nBegan even without a kiss
\nTry to think as though you’re a puppet
\nDo you think you could deal with it?
\nDo you think you’ll make it alive?
\nDo you need my cover?
\nMy shelter from his storm?<\/p>\n
Can’t think of a place I’d rather be
\nI’m happy it’s not you and me
\nYou’re better off with him
\nI was reaching out on a limb
\nI made a huge mistake
\nFor the last forever<\/p>\n
I watch you from a far
\nTalk to you on the phone
\nBut what happens when he’s gone?
\nWill our relationship carry on?
\nShould I run away?
\nOr do you want me to stay?
\nI live as though I’ve died
\nPlease forgive me, I lied
\nI really do care for you
\nThere’s nothing either one of us can do
\nMy life is so clever
\nFor the last forever<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I fake my life, to pelase others do what they want me to Maybe someday, I’ll grow a spine Maybe someway, she’ll be mine I try to hide the pain Under this mask I wear I try to hide the pain Under my strenuous fear For the last forever I’ve lived as though I’ve died Living under their power Hour after hour Where’s the solution? I change for my resolution For the last forever I’ve lived as though I’ve died Bottled up inside Like a volcano, ready to erupt My life isn’t even mine My life is so corrupt Living <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":178,"menu_order":6,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"song.php","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"footnotes":""},"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n