Cause I see you smile, and it makes me sick
\nAnd all the while, I put up with your shit<\/p>\n
I’ve done this, to myself, I’ve broken the dreams that I had
\nAnd I blame, myself, becaues of these thoughts I get so mad
\nAnd I just wish, I had the answers, it’s eating me up inside
\nIt’s all of you, regretted dreams, yet I don’t know why<\/p>\n
And still nothing, though I’ve \u00a0tried endlessly
\nAnd my anger, rises violently
\nI have ruined, all the lies become, fading to reality \u00a0
\nStare at the nothing, my eyes become, all you want me to be<\/p>\n
Fine! I’m still nothing. Shattered dreams, I’ve become in your eyes
\nAlright then! I’ll \u00a0just go, I’ll disappear, and then you’ll realize \u00a0
\nLife’s a bitch! But then you get a clue, and smarten up now
\nWho gives a fuck! You’ll make it outta this shithole somehow<\/p>\n
I’ve lost it, from myself, and I don’t know what to do
\nI regret you, and your lifes, so here’s a big fuck you!
\nFor all this shit, the torment, the agony I went through
\nNow I’m gone, who fucking cares, I know it’s not you<\/p>\n
\u00a0And now here, I fade into nothing again
\nI’ll just go, not like you fucking care
\nSo I’ll smile, be a damn phony like you
\nI’ll move on, now I know what to do.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Cause I see you smile, and it makes me sick And all the while, I put up with your shit I’ve done this, to myself, I’ve broken the dreams that I had And I blame, myself, becaues of these thoughts I get so mad And I just wish, I had the answers, it’s eating me up inside It’s all of you, regretted dreams, yet I don’t know why And still nothing, though I’ve \u00a0tried endlessly And my anger, rises violently I have ruined, all the lies become, fading to reality \u00a0 Stare at the nothing, my eyes become, all you <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":167,"menu_order":9,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"song.php","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"footnotes":""},"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n