I almost forgot what this felt like.
I never thought I’d get back here again.
Never thought it’d be so hard to feel so right.
I never imagined I’d be struggling.

I always thought I’d always have it in me.
That the words would just pour out.
I still can’t believe this is so challenging.
Every word I write, I look at with doubt.

It feels like a lifetime ago, I was a different man.
A different time in my life, a different time at hand.
It feels like a lifetime ago, the last time I felt this.
Last time with a pen in my hand, and paper below my fist.

I’m second guessing all of this so far.
I never think it’s good enough.
Never thought it’d be this hard.
I think I wanna tear this up.

I wanna get back in the swing of things.
I want to get back to where I was.
I want to get back to my broken dreams.
I need to get back there, just because.

It feels like a lifetime ago, I was a different man.
A different time in my life, a different time at hand.
It feels like a lifetime ago, the last time I felt this.
Last time with a pen in my hand, and paper below my fist.

I guess I still yearn for this high.
I guess I miss letting it all come out.
I need this expression in my life.
I need to shake all this doubt.

I think I can probably do this.
I think I can if I try.
I can probably work on through.
I’ll just keep working night after night.

It feels like a lifetime ago, I was a different man.
A different time in my life, a different time at hand.
It feels like a lifetime ago, the last time I felt this.
Last time with a pen in my hand, and paper below my fist.